Second pregnancy, second child, second time breastfeeding..
If you’ve followed my blog since my first pregnancy with my now two-year old Lorenzo then you will already know how my breastfeeding journey went with him, and if not it’s ok I’m going to refresh everyone now
Lorenzo’s birth was definitely different from Elizabeth. Lorenzo was a brow birth ” I’ll add in what that means hear” from Google.
” Brow presentation happens when your baby’s neck and head are slightly extended (deflexed), as if your baby is looking up. The ideal position for your baby to be born in is with her chin tucked into her chest (flexed position), so her head is well down.”
Because of this Lorenzo’s heart rate dropped a few times and he became distressed, once he was born he went for tests, this is how we found out his sugar levels were extremely low. He went down at the nursery too be watched over for the first 48 hours, I also unfortunately didn’t have anything in my boobs to give.. it was weird it was like my body just didn’t know how to make even the stuff before your breast Milk comes in.
Lorenzo needed to put on weight and fast. We were told that if he didn’t pick up above such number they would have to put him on a drip. Of course in this moment his health was way more important to us then breastfeeding worries so Lorenzo went on formula to help him grow and stay healthy.
This was super hard for me, as a first time mother I never imaged I would struggle to breast feed, you see all over women’s social media’s how amazing breastfeeding is and how natural they all look doing it… I felt deflated this didn’t happen for me.
When I was in my third trimester with Elizabeth I was preparing myself to have the same struggles breastfeeding. I began buying bottles and formula so that when we were discharged from hospital we wouldn’t be running around trying to get these items last minute.
But from the moment Elizabeth was born, she knew what to do and I had the supply she needed from day one.
But I still struggled breastfeeding, again it didn’t feel natural. It hurt the first few days, I felt she wasn’t latching on correctly and I began asking myself “will this always hurt?” “When will this start feeling easier?”
I was running on little sleep, sore boobs and running after a two-year old during the day. I was very emotional and all for the wrong reasons.
But two weeks into breastfeeding Elizabeth and I can safely say it no longer hurts and the bond her and I now share is this amazing feeling, I don’t know how long I will continue to breast feed Elizabeth these are questions I don’t have the answers to right this moment. But for now I’m enjoying these little moments between both myself and Elizabeth.
I would Loved to here some of my followers did you guys ever feel the same way?